So, lately I've had all these great ideas for projects to start and have gotten really excited about quite a few things. Unfortunately, right now, I haven't had the time necessary to really get them off the ground, or out of the idea box- but here are a few of my awesome brain children that I hope will one day actually come to fruition:
1)
Learn Guitar I really want to learn guitar for several reasons. I've always been really impressed with the versatility of the instrument, and I think it would just be a great thing to know how to play. Also, my sister has been teaching herself how to play, and it just plain looks like fun. The other reason leads into project number 2- I want to be able to not only write my own songs, but also accompany myself on them. Piano isn't my favorite sound for the acoustic style I would write in, so the next most obvious choice for me is guitar. Thus, I need to learn.
2)
Write my Own Songs/Perform them in some venue I have always wanted to write my own songs, and lately I've been fiddling with it a little bit. It's hard to do right now, since I don't have a firm grasp on playing guitar, which is why this one sort of falls second in line. I've been using Finale lately to try and get a sound of chords and such, so far I've written a few threads but nothing that I find super awesome. Also, I'm still trying to really work out lyrics- it's hard for me to write them without thinking they sound cheesy and dumb, so I'm still working out the details and bugs. It's actually kind of frustrating to listen to some of the song writers that I aspire to write similarly to and not be able to capture my thoughts in the right way. Yet another project that I haven't had the right amount of time to devote to so that I can make something really good. I promise, if I come up with something I actually like, I'll try to post it here so you can listen.
3)
Create a website/business of Custom Card makingI love love love making homemade cards. To me, nothing says personal than a homemade card. And because of this, I think I've actually gotten pretty good at it. I have recently come to the idea that it would be really awesome to have a custom card making business where people can visit my website and order cards I make. Something about that idea sounds awesome, and I think it could be very successful, if I had more time to make the cards, make the website, etc. This is probably something that won't happen, because it's at the bottom of the project list, and realistically, I don't have time to make cards all the time. Especially if I'm getting paid for it- I think I might be really stressed out about making them really good.
4)
Grad School/Getting my MastersThis isn't so much a project as a dilemma. I already have planned on going to grad school eventually. It's almost a requirement these days if you're a teacher to get your masters. The original plan has always been to finish my bachelors, teach for a few years and then go get my masters. Lately though, I've been researching grad programs at some really awesome schools, and I've been stuck. They are some really cool programs, and it makes me excited to keep going in school. So now, I don't know whether to go to Grad school right after I graduate, or get a job to gain experience, or do both at the same time- I have no idea. I hate not having a plan when it comes to my future. I tend to not not have a plan for very long, because it drives me crazy. It drove me crazy when I changed my major freshman year, and it's driving me crazy now.
5)
Be an AWESOME musicianAgain, this one's not really a project. It's more just my recent aspirations in life. It's been a long time since I've been
excited about playing, and now that I am, I just want to really work on making myself better. I want some sort of playing to keep me going even while I'm teaching- and that's also something that until recently, I was never sure about. I want to play in an orchestra of some sort, because orchestral playing's where it's at for me. I want to start playing rep for my recital really soon also, because I need something to get me excited to practice. Something to get me into the practice room really, so that I'll practice the fundamentals that will make me better.
I've had a lot on my mind lately, lots of things I want to accomplish,and frankly, just not enough time to accomplish it all. My projects are all just sort of ideas right now, except maybe the last one about being a better musician. And the only real reason that one's starting to actually happen, is because it's part of my curriculum already. Time..... the day needs to be more like 36 hours instead of 24. Maybe then I could get some things done and also have time for my little projects.
Maybe.
“Time is free, but it's priceless. You can't
own it, but you can use it. You can't keep
it, but you can spend it. Once you've lost it
you can never get it back.”
-Harvey MacKay
Thoughts to ponder.
Until next time,
~Sam